today is the day...

done packing... going off to HUKM specialist @ 3pm.

*im still nervous.. heart beating cam kuda berlari!*

but seriously, this must be done! just get it over and done with.

semalam dah melantak Whisk's Red Velvet Cake and Coffee Bean's vanilla coffee... ingat bole jadik ubat penenang. darn.. im just adding more calories instead! tak cukup tuh, i went berserk shopping for new bedsheets and feather pillows. Justification? i need a nice and comfy bed with good spreadsheet dlm 480 thread counts and 4 nice goose feather pillow to welcome me home after the Op nanti! A L A S A N...

sekarang tgh berperang ngan mental... mind over matter. nak doa banyak2.. zikir banyak...

YA Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hamba Mu ini., Lindungilah diriku dari sebarang malapetaka... Berkati lah perjalanan hamba Mu ini...

Amin...