Friday, November 27, 2009

Salam Eid Adha

its been ages since the last post. so many things happened. But too lazy to update it here. But shall do soon.

Esok Aidil Adha. 1st time celebrate without Papa. so in a nutshell, this year takde preparation langsung. In fact tomorrow morning for the very 1st time we are not celebrating it together. So esok ill try to wake up early, mandi sunat and solat sunat kat surau belakang rumah. Ibu and the rest of them will come to my place later after solat. Late eve we'll heading to Mcca. Jumpa papa. yay!!! Dah sebulan lebeh tak jumpa papa. the very next day, there'll be tahlil for papa. sekejap jer dah setahun lebih papa takde. May he rest in Jannah. Insya Allah.

Since takde preparation nak raya, malam ni sibuk browse the net and lookup for pengertian Haji/Qurban etc. Baru hati rasa gembira after reading them. Teringat balik kisah Siti Hajar and Ismail, perjuangan Nabi Ibrahim, wujudnya Kaabah, Hajjarul Aswad, Rukun Haji. Rasa keinsafan dan rendah diri dengan kewujudan Allah s.w.t. Im toooooo small. Rasa kerdil tak terhingga...

Tiba-tiba hati ini teringin sangat menjadi tetamu Allah, menjejakkan kaki ke Baitullah al Haram. Ya Allah makbulkan doa hamba Mu ini, amin...

Salam Aidul Adha tuk semua...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

How's the Weather Today?

i keep asking my frenz this question lately? Mostly wanna know how is she really doing every day. its been bumpy and cloudy last week. but then.. cant expect it 's gonna be bright and sunny every day.

but today, the weather is nice. light rain.... and the sea is rushing to shore... breezy...

and im loving it, definitely!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


im bored.. bored to death..

bored with my life.

need a jumpstart!

do i really need someone to knock my head and tell me what to do?

eh tak yah la... im not 5 yrs old gurl. sila jgn sibuk dengan kehidupan saya!

im rambling.. rambling.. rambling...

rambling thoughts.. killing me...

i hate what i see, what i heard, what i read... bosan......

semua sama. as much as i think i am far better than anyone, i am no less.. just like them.

so what will i do now?


hmm... am i facing mid life crisis? demmit.. hell no.. 31 wont fall under this category. in denial? ntah... hahhahahahahahha... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

why do i turning like them? noooooooooooooooo......

So... have mercy to yourself... do something about it!

Things to do.

1. Love yourself
2. Dont listen to others if it hurts you. Good criticsm is yes. But bad criticsm to let down ur spirit must be ignored!
3. Procrastinate is NOT ur middle name! Wake up and moves.
4. Do not ever judge people. U r no better than anyone.
5. Learn to R.E.S.P.E.C.T others just like how much u want to be treated well.
6.Start reading again.
7.Have fun with life, taking it seriously might kill you.
8.Appreciate what u have now, cause u will never know that u might losing it one day.
9. Life is simple. Do not complicate them.
10. Never stop praying. The Almighty knows better.

i guess these are good for time being. lets work on this 10 things before i wanna start with other 100s.

good luck to me, myself and i! :)